the friends I've made when I was still in College
the friends that knew how I was back then, innocent and all
the friends I've left out because of a relationship that didn't work out
Met my old friends
the friends that asked, what happened to me?
the friends that asked, what happened to us?
the friends that asked, what went wrong?
Met my old friends
the friends that understood why I left them for you
the friends that are happy that I've moved on
the friends I've shared a good laugh at about us
Met my old friends
the friends I cherished before and now
the friends that always listens - over a cup of coffee
Met my old friends
the friends I should have spent more time with
Met my old friends
the friends that asked, what happened to me?
the friends that asked, what happened to us?
the friends that asked, what went wrong?
Met my old friends
the friends that understood why I left them for you
the friends that are happy that I've moved on
the friends I've shared a good laugh at about us
Met my old friends
the friends I cherished before and now
the friends that always listens - over a cup of coffee
Met my old friends
the friends I should have spent more time with
Its the silence that tells it all...
Sometimes it's not about the yelling and the tears...
All it takes is for two people to sit beside each other and feel that something is wrong..
that what was there before isn't there anymore..
That they're miserable when they're apart but
they're much worst when they're together...
And that there's two options left...
Either they sit still and ignore the pain
or one of them gathers enough courage to stand up and walk away...
He says he needed space to think about things. He wants a "cool-off". But it only means one thing.. HEART BREAK
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly Butterfly
I have learned that beauty Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're ready to land
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
- from Butterfly by Mariah Carey
Isn't this what love is all about? You don't have to keep on chasing it and keep it in a glass jar thinking that it will be your's until the end of time. For love seeks freedom to do other things. Without this, your butterfly will look for ways to escape from your glass jar and chances are, he will not come back again.
As what a friend told me once, If u want to catch a butterfly, don't run after it...instead sit down & open your hand. It will just land on your palm when it needs to rest..that's the best way to find Love!!
Money can buy me a bed
but not sleep
Money can buy books
but not brains
Money can buy finery
but not beauty
Money can buy a house
but not a home
Money can buy luxuries
but not culture
Money can buy amusement
butnot happiness
Money can buy companies
but not friends
Money can buy flattery
but not respect
"For the love of money..is the root of all evil"
1 Timothy 6:10
I hate you for hurting me
but most of all..
I hate myself for falling in love with you all over again
everytime I see you SMILE.
My mind wants to give up because she's tired
but my heart aches for you because she misses you
When will you listen to me?
When will you appreciate me?
Please, don't let the 1.8 be blowned by the wind
I NEED YOU BBY
and
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
but I'm just any other human being
I WAS HURT